| Trippy Pebbles |
[Jun. 8th, 2006|01:53 am] |
Nicole is WAAAAAAAASTED and rambling at cole. I believe she just said "This bag doesn't make any sense!!! I don't make any sense of this bag". And now Cole is holding her by the head begging her please please complete a sentence. "Jessica please appliance phone call without in paints"...she just said this, I swear. Cole has left now, and has charged me with the mission of having lesbian sex on every abailiable service until he returns. I'm not allowed to tell Nicole this, because at climax he's going to burst back in, weilding his giant pipe...plumber style.
This week has been INSANE, and we're only 4 days into it. Mnn...chocolate. I love chocolate. Especially magical chocolate that makes my world explode into a colidoscope of colors! The most intersting of things happened behind my eyelids! I think that was my favorite part...just laying on the pallet with my eyes closed. The bass seemed to be vibrating my very soul!
My favorite visual was this:
two black and white madonas folding in upon themselves, while non colors interwined and flowed around them like water, climbing up their legs, in between their arms, and around their head, forming glowing halos, which at the moment reminded me very much of a vegas strip. Their lips flowed in and out, at times they were plump and lucious and at others like a cut out from a magazine...I'm not explaining this nearly as well as I should. Oh well, it was indescribably beautiful anyway.
Sam and myself tried to hunt the elusive Homo Sapiens, failing misribly due to my collapsing upon myself in a fit of giggles. I am the most unsneaky trippin folk ever.
JESUS CHRIST. I have NEVER seen this girl so far gone...and I've seen her pretttty out there. Right now she's begging to slap Cole around. And whoops, she's broke his glasses man...what a freak bear..I love my friends. |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2005|11:19 pm] |
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| | some crazy neuro programming shit | ] |
I am hosting a slumber party, in honor of my 21st birthday. It was originally intended for only the ladies to come, but if you're a super awesome male...I miiiiiight let it slide that you do indeed posses a penis. It shall be held at my new apt, in Pensacola. If you have drugs, you may bring them, but tempt me not! I desire to stay away from such things. This is a thursday night. If that creates too much of an inconvenience for Kannady, Lacey, Nicole, or others I <3, I'll do my best to arrange it so you may attend.
The slumber party shall consist of baking, pillow fights, and booze. Maybe even a visit to the strip club. I went for the first time recently. I imagin it could be disturbing if one isn't intoxicated...but seeing how I was, I was simply amazed. The girls were godesses. When my writting skills are back up to par, I'll make an entry about the experience.
And I'm setting up a carpool from Mobile. You can call me at oh no...the number washed off my leg. I will ask pete. 850-476-6598 |
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[Sep. 9th, 2005|01:46 am] |
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The new livejournal again: Mrchairman |
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| Mr. Chairman, Mr. Chairman! |
[Aug. 24th, 2005|12:15 am] |
This journal has only documented one part of my life, drugs and music. I have grown tired of dumbing myself down and being a teenager, so I have created a new journal to document my more serious thoughts and things I didn't see this journal fit to hold. I believe I shall retire this one. There's too much stupidity and rashness in it.
My new lj name is MrChariman! |
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[Aug. 11th, 2005|04:13 pm] |
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Oh yeah, I've got a cell phone again. 362-2390 |
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[Aug. 11th, 2005|04:11 pm] |
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| | Riot Radio- The Dead 60's. | ] |
Wow. Fucking wow. The Dead 60's are unbelivable. |
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[Aug. 11th, 2005|03:47 pm] |
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Oh yeah, the Scottish Highland Games are being held in Montgomery September 24th. Me, Mike, and Ashton are going. Others are more than welcomed to come. That shit is fucking tight. I went on Grandfather Mountian in Tenn. a few years back and it was amazing. Kelts, Bagpipes, and knee high socks everywhere you look. |
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[Aug. 11th, 2005|03:00 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Fake Plastic Trees- Radiohead | ] |
Ya know...we headed for a recession or depression. An economy can only take so much inflation before it all comes crashing down. Parents no longer teach finanical responsibility to their children. *sigh* I'm scared to think what going to happen to our generation. They already think they have nothing to live for...the poor things have never done a hard days work in their life. I'm glad my parents now have a farm. Don't worry guys, I'll take care of you. You can all come live with me in my barn and we won't have real jobs. We'll have veggitables and cows and chickens and fruit. AND MUSIC. Tons and tons of good music. It will be a commune of wonderful people enjoying life, doing real satisfying work, and being thankful for what we have. |
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| And her eyes opened a little bit more |
[Aug. 11th, 2005|01:25 pm] |
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| | You've been flirting again- Bjork/Black Star- Radiohead | ] |
I don't know if you guys know this...but I walk like Jayne Mansfield. Cookies, chocolate cake, and IBC rootbeer for breakfast. God bless the Bobzines.
PLEASE DAFT PUNK! PLLLEAAASSEEE GO ON TOUR!!!!!!!!! I'm glad I don't mind being repeditive because JESUS CHRIST THIS ALBUM IS AWESOME. OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
VooDoo Line up:
CAKE
NIN
Billy Idol
SECRET MACHINES
THE FLAMING LIPS
My Chemical Romance (I just recently started listening to them)
Social Distortion
MSI
The Giraffs (I like them! Atleast the songs on their website. Good to dance and thrash to)
The Dead 60's (A italian boy JUST suggested this band to me)
Queens of The Stone Age (I'd be excited about this if they weren't the worst live band in history of man kind. Maybe Dave will play with them and they won't suck)
Kick Some Ass by Stroke 9 is such a fun song. Being 13 was a blast.
Fuck freaking out. I'm too old for that. I'm 20 goddamn years old, the days of automaticly sterotyping situations based on past experiences are over. That's so childish. If you don't want someone to hurt you, don't let a situation arise where they would be tempted to. This isn't a fool proof plan of course, but had I done that with another boy, he would have never hurt me. I am as much to blame as any of the other parties for my heart ache. I just wasn't using my head. When he gets here I am going to explain that yes, I have a crush on him, but no it's nothing more and it probley won't be for a very long time. When he leaves I imagin I will feel about the same as I do now for him, but if I feel more...then that's okay. We will write letters and be good friends. We will be each other confidonts. I will listen to his problems and give his advice and he will do the same. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY am not ready to be in another relationship. I'm still working out all of my kinks. I don't want anyone else to have to deal with me until I'm baggage free. I'm doing well though, and it makes me very happy. My room is clean....crazy huh? You see, if I pick it up ever day or two, it only takes 5 minutes and I don't lose things so easily! It's also insane how it makes my whole head more clear. It's so....odd. Used to, if I saw something that needed to be done I would just forget about it, because it would make me less happy if I attended to it. Now if I see something that needs to be done it will make me =/ until I fix it. I find pleasure making things correct. Is this what people call growing up?
So, I'm finally going through my Radiohead phase. I knew it wouldn't be long. It moves me. You mooooooove me. Lol, Steppenwolf is so silly.
I'd like to come to town this weekend, but I don't know how I'd manage that. Maybe my dearest Mike would come get me, but even if he did I don't know where I'd stay. I know he'd insit me just crashing at his place but him mom didn't like that last time and I love her cooking for me too much to comprimise her liking me. Oh, wait, yes I do. Nevermind. Me and ashton need time alone. I like to be able to talk freely, and thats simply impossible if others are around.
Blame it on the black star...blame it on the falling sky...blame it on the satilite... |
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| You want what you want but you don't wanna be on your knees |
[Aug. 10th, 2005|02:52 pm] |
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| | Turbonegro...and man are they awesome | ] |
Decepticon by Le Tigre is so totally my favorite song. It makes my sholders, torso, and hips do strange things. Man, I'm sexually frustrated. I got far too used to amazing sex atleast twice a day. I think I'm going to die.
Tomorrow I'll be dead because I went out with a new wave girl even though I was a norwiegan punk rocker. |
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[Aug. 10th, 2005|02:20 pm] |
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| | Good | ] |
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| | Sometimes I feel like a motherless Child- Harry T. Burleigh | ] |
Guess who came into work last night! None other than the love of my junior high years, Claire Hudgens. She told me that John had been asking about me and they had both decided to come to mobile and search me out. Claire is so amazing, that she would miss me is a huge compliment. We are going to hang out friday. Hooray! I gave her free cheesecake. She's beautiful of course, we all expected as much. It's rare that beautiful people are also humble, funny, intellegent, and silly. I'm not going to lose her again.
The cd Rob made me is SO FUCKING GOOD. I need more mixed CDs made by my friends.
Tomorrow Nicole comes to town. Omg! I'm terribly excited. I need to get a bottle of wine.
I saw Alex and JT yesterday as I hung out at McDonalds during my break. I hope we all hang out again later on. I need to find wonderful M'villians. I think I may go see Justin Wells after work tongiht. Yes. I should. I will! Lol...Justin and his girly ass boyfriend. They put such a smile on my face. |
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[Aug. 8th, 2005|04:49 pm] |
I'm disgustingly happy.
Today I started work at Radleys Fountian Grill. While there I heard from Jerry Lee Louis, Elvis, The Beatles, Sam The Sham & The Pretenders, The Beach Boys, The Rolling Stones, and bunches of other great old bands. They also played a lot of rockabilly and doowhope. On Thursdays they play cajun music and have gumbo. I get a free meal every time I work and the food is delicious. I also get to serve booze ^_^ I can sell wine like a mother fucker. I've made friends with everyone I work with, which makes me oh so happppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I trained from 9:30am to 3pm. One of the night waitresses was late so I got to wait tables for an hour, in which I made 18 dollars. AIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MONEY! IT'S SO STRANGE! It's going to take a while for me to get used to having it. It almost sucks that I can't spend the money I made today, but that's the way it goes when you've got dept. I owe an old friend 100 bucks, the state of alabama 110 bucks, and Alabama gas 100 bucks. I should probley pay off the state first, seeing how I have a warrent out for not, but I think its needed more else where.
I met Ashtons Ty. He kept getting angry at me for refering to him as her property...lol. I tried to explain how he belonged to her numerous times but he just couldn't understand. I wonder if it's weird that I look at peoples friends and ex's as their property. I mean, I don't know. They just belong to you if you're the one with a relationship with them. I.....am just weird I guess.
To describe Ty in one word :Odd. Very very very very very very odd. I like people from the woods. I'm so very glad he exsists.
I'VE HAD SO MANY ADVENTURES LATELY!
Me, Ashton, Ty and Areal snuck into Waterville. Silly children doubted me! WHERE THERE IS A WILL THERE IS A WAY! ESPECIALLY IF THE FENCE BY THE PARKING LOT IS ALREADY PUSHED DOWN! It was awesome. We rode towards the back of the parking lot and there it was. The Black Widdow is so bad ass. The blond life guard under the Kamakazi by the Lazy River was really awesome too. She let me, Mike, and Areal get out of the river without going up the stairs. ^_^
I've also been having a blast in M'ville. I NEVER KNEW THERE WERE SO MANY BAD ASS THINGS HERE! Yep. TONS of abondoned houses, churches, and graveyards waaaaaaaaaaaaaay off in the woods. Supposedly that's what everyone does here when they go riding. I only went riding once and it was a horrible experience.
I have to go. |
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| Like a pretzle without the 'pruh' |
[Aug. 3rd, 2005|02:27 pm] |
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| | Tract 9- Yeah Yeah Yeahs | ] |
Oh good heavens! What a wonderful vacation. Against all odds, I had the best time of my life on this family vacation. There are 2 reasons. 1. how beautiful our suroundings are and 2. I met a boy.
Galena Illinois. It's a beautifully perserved turn of the century town. It's population is around 2500, and it recieves 1/4 the amount of tourist as Mount Rushmore. I don't feel like learning how to post pictures in this thing, so I'll put a few links.
As you can see from this link, the place is hilly as a mother fucker. In fact, all of the town is built on a downward slope. Chris told me that the area they live in was by passed by glaciers in the ice age, unlike the rest of illinois. Neat. I wish the rest of illinois wasn't squished flat.
http://www.mscomm.com/~ulysses/galena1.jpg
Even though these are paintings, they don't quite to the beauty of the countryside justice. While I was there every flower was in bloom. A field would have 4 or 5 diffrent types covering the slopes. If you know me and how I feel about flowers...yeah. I died countless times.
http://www.wickartwork.com/Fine_Art_Portfolio_Barnscapes.aspx
This is the main road, and the only one with businesses on it. You can find all types of beautiful and crazy art, clothes, and home decorations.
http://www.marynowski.com/pictures/GalenaIL.jpg
Galena has the largest percentage of gay people in all of America.
I learned all of this wonderful information about the town from Chris Etzle. When we were introduced he told me he was like a pretzle, without the "pr" to which I replied, I'm jesska Ellington. Like Skellington without the "sk" ^_^
OH MY GOD. Chris is perfect. He's a beautiful small framed 17 year old with HUGE doe eyes. I met him and all of his friends at the skate park. I walked up to them and started conversating with them, and I was shocked and excited to find these were some cool mother fuckers. They had godd taste in music, were rambuncios, and up for adventure. Ahahahahaha! To my parents dismay, we left and they showed me some of the neater spots in the town. I told them they should all meet me up there the next day and us have more adventures. The next day I was suprise to find out all of the kids were busy, except for chris. I should have known he arranged it as such, but I have a habit of looking over things if I don't have a reason to see it. I wasn't in the least disappointed though, because Chris was a brilliant conversationalist. He was so sweet, charming, funny, and political. Maybe it's strage but I find heated political debates arrousing. I love guided intelligent conflict. He had the whole day planned out. I caught on to what was going on fairly quickly, but unlike most guys, he was doing splendidly. Usually when I know guys are hitting on me I get angry. He made me blush. It was weird. Yeah. He remembered that I love Blue Moon ice cream, graveyards, the industrial revolution, and a slew of silly details. I...am...so...smitten. Yeah. I'm blushign really hard just thinking about how charming he was. This is insanity. I....yeah. HE WON MY PARENTS OVER AFTER A 5 MINUTE CONVERSATION! His understanding of politics in conversation was staggering. This kid knew what the fuck was up.
I....am so smitten. I'll never see him again I imagin, and thats okay. It was the most sweet romantic day of my life, I wouldn't want it to be tainted.
This gives me hope. I don't have to settle for a guy I just find interesting...there are those out there that can make my heart go pitter patter just by a smile and a kiss on the cheek. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2005|06:33 pm] |
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| | Wearing Old Armani- Funkstorung | ] |
Jilly Markle is hot. I'm so happy about this. I always thought she was beautiful, but for some reason she got picked on relentlessly. I remember what it was like to be torrmented in school about ones looks and that shit gets under your skin after a couple of years. I wonder if she's realized how attractive she is yet. When one discovers such a thing there is no greater state of shock. I think I'm going to go over to her house, dress her up in pretty clothing and jewels, and hit on her. Ahhh yeah. |
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[Jul. 20th, 2005|12:22 am] |
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| | Around The World-Daft Punk | ] |
Why, oh why, isn't daft punk on tour? After such an amazing alubm as Human After All...well...they simply have to. Gorillaz also must go on tour soon. If they both do not...I'm pretty sure I'll die. |
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[Jul. 19th, 2005|11:45 am] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | Mr. Jones- Counting Crows/ Old Skin- Acid Bath | ] |
We caught 2 HUUUUUUUUGE trout last night. They were 6 feet long at least. ^_^
Today has been spent so far laying in bed and watching Naruto. I think I'm going home today. That's the plan atleast, but who can actually predict what will happen?
I want to move to California and see the pacific ocean all the time. Just see though, salt water tastes terrible. It reminds me of death.
Man. I want to go to a good dance party. |
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[Jul. 19th, 2005|01:04 am] |
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| | The World Before Later On- They Might Be Giants | ] |
I am so incredibly happy. |
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| Good morning starshine, the earth says hello |
[Jul. 19th, 2005|12:31 am] |
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| | With Grace- DJ Krush | ] |
Willy Wonka and The Chocolate Factory was one of the most amazing movies I've seen in years. It far surpassed all of my already high expectations. Tim Burton is a genious, bold and fearless. It was a feast for the eyes, the imagination, and ones rational mind. Not only did he acuratley portray the characters by realistic dialog, but by their relationships with their fellow humans. Willy Wonka was the most believable crazy character I've ever laid eyes on. The entire movie just makes sense. This is uncommon now a days. It had so much CONTENT! INSANITY!
I saw it for the second time today with Helen, Rob Sputian, Mike, and Areal. Before the movie we broke into the old mental hospital and had a ball. There is a bunch of ramps and shit to skate on. Me and Mike found a new chillin spot. I got a picture of a strangley attractive crazy boy and a white wooden box with doors on each side. Each side has a diffrent type of lock. It's very pecuiluar looking. I am going to make a shrine to Billy Brooks "Starfish" as the back of his picture dubs him. Mike says it would be weird. I suppose he would know about weird and all, seeing how he's got that face of his. Oooooowwwwhhhhhhhhhh. That doesn't sound out right at all. Oh well. Fuck it.
My plans for the rest of the night go as followed: Go long boarding, get a shower, read Ashtons new Harry Potter book wich I got for her, and go to sleep with her in her deliciously soft bed wrapped in her silk comforter as I listen to really good music.
Never mind, change of plan. Me and Mike are going FISHING! My friends are so fucking cool.
I'm so lucky! |
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[Jul. 14th, 2005|02:00 pm] |
I'm an ordinary man,
Who desires nothing more than an ordinary chance,
to live exactly as he likes, and do precisely what he wants...
An average man am I, of no eccentric whim,
Who likes to live his life, free of strife,
doing whatever he thinks is best, for him.
If only such a thing were possible. |
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